March 28, 2018

My niece Sarah died in March of 2017.  I stumbled across it on the internet.  I called the thing in grants pass, Oregon.  I was giving her my condolences and apologizing all over the place.  Blah, blah, blah.  Then it hit me the next day how the cretin probably didn’t tell me on purpose.   She didn’t want me to know. She was surprised that I “found out.”  How did you find out? the thing asked me.  After that I stewed about it for a few days, I emailed her.  I don’t feel like writing all the Details of my email, but I was brutally honest and I used a thinly veiled accusation that she was vengeful and that this practice was limited to God.   She wrote me back and continued on for three or four paragraphs raving about what a lunatic I was what a psycho I was how awful it was for me to think that God would take Sarah away just because she hadn’t talk to me for years.  She actually believes that’s what I meant.   I meant she was being paid back. And I firmly believe that. She has reaped what she has sown which has been one  disaster after another.  her husband is a pedophile who was caught red-handed molesting her daughter when her daughter was only three or four years old.  He is living in Arkansas and has been for six years managing the Sanford and Son junk store that they have that they can’t unload probably because they’re asking too much for it.  It’s all about money with them. I don’t think he wants to live in in Oregon with the cretin. I think she’s a bitch.   I would love to believe like Letty suggested he has a second family that he supports and lives with and wants to be with in Arkansas. I wouldn’t be surprised if it was him who was stealing from the store. He’s a thief a pedophile total loser. Her oldest son Matthew doesn’t want anything to do with her he wouldn’t even go to his own sisters funeral.  She puts him down because he’s a Jehovah’s Witness which is So funny because he’s totally rejecting her and her beliefs and who can blame him. She’s not shown any kind of Christian behavior she’s she’s a horrible horrible person and he’s been smart enough to see that I’m happy for him I’m hoping he’s happy I’m happy for him I’m happy that he seen the first that is the cretin at her pedophile husband.   The last son is Ryan he’s a 35-year-old cluster fuck of a person who is overweight who is developmentally disabled he’s a moron like her. He wants to still live with his mommy he’s not married I think he’s got a job I don’t know but it’s it’s one thing after another with her it’s one disaster after another it’s one catastrophe after another and frankly she deserves it.   I know I’m not supposed to feel this way but I cannot stand this person I don’t think I’ve ever hated anybody else as much as I do her I wish she would just go away I wish she would be impeached from life am I hope the whirlwind continues and she just repeats and repeats and repeats what she saw on because God knows she does deserve it I’m I know that God is probably not happy with me for feeling this way but I can’t help it she’s treated me badly she’s treated my mother badly.